xarrakir

AN INTANGIBLE CURSE

❝ Physically, he can easily intimidate others due to his height and frame and scar covered body, accompanied by his outwardly aloof nature. However, once speaking to him it's quickly apparent that any sort of mysterious attribute he possesses is simply due to his awkwardness. Also has a gentle disposition that has a tendency to get him entangled with suitors~ ❞


My second DND character, but he's sort of outgrown his campaign due to how little my group gets to play... so I've dedicated this page to more of a "what-if" after it all ends! I love him sooo much >_< I somehow fell into the typical emo tiefling with fucked up backstory trap that is pretty common... .....and i used to have a lot of shame over that but now he's just my pookie bear. SO WHAT IF HES BORING! hes my little guy! I have little to no knowledge of DND outside of the times I've played so again..he's grown much farther outside that because I just want to have fun ^_^

Full Name:

Xarrakir Ibsil

Gender:

Transmasc (He/They)

Sexuality:

Bisexual (TAKEN!?)

Age:

Early 30's. . . .

Height:

6'6"/198cm

Birthday:

February 29th

reserved・ awkward・ soft-centered

Introverted

Extroverted

Optimistic

Pessimistic

Polite

Blunt

Careful

Reckless

Reserved

Emotional

Humorus

Serious


Temperment

Rarely outright argumentive, but won't hesitate to scold his friends if he wants to.

Social

Passively social, as in he won't always start up a conversation. Struggles particularly with spontaneous social situations, but in the comfort of his friends he can maintain long interactions. Despite this, he would rather listen than speak himself. His tendency for long periods of silence have strangers wondering what 'deep thoughts' are in his head, when in reality he is likely thinking of nothing interesting.

Intellect

Not exactly 'book-smart', but has a strong memory. Well-versed in survival and nature rather than academic knowledge.


Memory Of Obedience

- Entrapped in a horrific job in his late teens, Xarrakir was working for scraps and had to be at the beck and call of the nobles who employed him. Growing up a colorful, rambunctious child, meant that many of his behaviors were deemed unfit for 'polite society' and therefore violently reared out of him. Despite being let go in his 20's, these punishments have stuck with him and have permanently altered his personality.

A Love for Sea Life

- While he cares deeply for all animal species, he has a particular love for the aquatic kind. His most favorite and special interest is the whale shark, which he became closely familiar with due to his coastal upbringing. He has his own whale shark plush that his girlfriend bought him before they dated, which he named Gimi, in honor of a particular memory in his childhood of a whale shark that was often spotted by fishers in his commune. He is extremely protective of the condition of Gimi, and rarely lets others touch him.

Accidental Charm

- HE'S A LOOKER!! Xarrakir has found himself at the flirtatious end of a conversation with a multiple stangers over the course of his campaign travels. He is not very graceful socially, but it seems some find his reserved nature endearing..?

Born of A Ritual

- Half human, half devil, his own mother claims he was given to her after she had participated in a ritual for a god that went wrong. He remains unsure if he believes her story, but occasionally continues to attribute his unlucky life to it.


additional notes


(aka lizzy cant figure out where to put these yet)

.1

He was out in his community as trans from a young age (10-12), and he named himself after his favorite character from a book he was read to as a (younger) child.

.2

He has autism. One of his special interests is whale sharks, which he wants to see in person some day. He keeps a lot of sea life encyclopedias around. Many of his household items are whale shark themed thanks to his friends noticing his interest.

.3

From 16-19 he was physically and sexually abused by his employers and their guests. Later on he was sexually coerced on mulitple occassions by his now ex-boyfriend. Xarrakir, more so when he was younger, struggles to say no to things because his past experiences have left him to believe that he can 'endure anything to get it over with'.